One war, one argument and 3 days later the anger still lingers, not a good sign.
I am an unapologetic woman, my wisdom, my experiences, my scars, my life I have earned. I was warned over a decade ago that certain humans would never be able to stand by my side as an equal because I was too advanced and have experienced too much already in my life.
Too be honest I thought it was a snobbish statement.
I completely understand now after a decade. My anger at the moment is so deep and strong, hopefully writing this will calm me.
This weekend I found myself in a situation, of a one on one confrontation. My argument was strong and valid. But the soul I chose to spend my life with went to the other side against me, what the _ _ _ _!!!!
An onlooker, a bystander, a stranger came out of no where, to stand by my side and shut the situation down with 4 words.
“She is correct, look.”
My feelings are so different now, I feel like I have been cut and now a crust is forming that will leave a nasty scar. I am afraid that I won’t be able to get passed this, because of the reason I was given for going against me, in public.
“Even though you were correct, I care what others think and I was embarrassed by your actions”
These words are now seared on my Monkey Brain now.
One war, one argument and 3 days later the anger still lingers, not a good sign.
Jan 2023
Issa Brain Monkey Brain 